Gaining a new perspective?

Okay so were running with the wedding and my ring should be here in just a few day's. YAY! I made the comment to a friend the other day that it seemed everything that could go wrong with this wedding was. I know most brides feel this way because of the stress and the pressure of it all, but there have been what I perceive as major hurdles. Being treated horribly by the dress shop (Davids Bridal) started things off, and then a huge issue in a very important relationship, important to me as well as to the wedding, its been rectified. Also the removal of a honeymoon like we had hoped and wanted, sandy beaches, tropical local, out of the country. Most recent was the ring I had a beautiful absolutely breathtaking engagement ring, and I washed it down the drain....literally I was washing my hair in the shower and when I got out of the shower it was gone. The silver lining there is some girlfriend of the water treatment plant is gonna be a very happy girl! Then the insurance company was completely unsympathetic and questioned my character on numerous occasions. Any way I guess all that matters is that everything is working out in its own way. I got the dress. We fixed the issues with the relationship, we are having a honeymoon (not like we were gonna have, but something is better than nothing), and like I said before the new ring should be here soon this week soon. All in all I guess they sound like small problems, and they are it's just been a long couple of months and to have a beautiful wedding and a relaxing, fun, and enjoying honeymoon is going to seem that much more of a treat after. I guess that's kinda the point though right? The hard times, the trying times help us appreciate the great times that much more.

Just Thinking

Just some random thoughts today.
(thinks meaningfully)
Life is moving like it always does and the stresses just keep piling up, I try to be optimistic that all will work out for the best and I know it will. After all it can't be that bad I'm not dead yet(wink wink).
I feel lately somehow distracted from my life as a whole and far away from those I love and depend on. (looks into space longingly)
I guess its just pms, or the big "d" word (crinkles nose and shakes head) or something even less romantic and meaningful like boredom. (raises eyebrow and nods smiling)
Either way I must admit I have been doing better lately about thinking on the bright side and hoping for the best no matter what really happens. (smiles sheepishly)
I have been trying really hard to be in a better mood and not bring everyone around me down.
I try to keep up with so many around me weather it be monetarily or, in relationships or with a new pair of flip-flops. I'm hoping to grow out of this immature and somewhat unsettling phase of my life soon (sigh), maybe.